I have two
sons. They are my life and joy. I dread the daily report from daycare if my
younger son has had a “rough day.” Rough
days happen more often than good days it seems.
He is a challenge. My older son
is too smart for his own good … and he knows it. I sometimes think he’s smarter than me. I’d do ANYTHING for my children. ANYTHING.
They also drive me nuts.
Well, this
isn’t about my children today. It’s
about the hundreds of students that are put in my hands every day. They are special, as well. They are someone else’s children, someone
else’s baby. They also drive me nuts. One of my best, my “daughter,” had a rough
game, and I can say I cried for her. I find myself crying when I know her and her friends will soon be graduates. Another toughed out an AP simulation, believed she performed badly, and
still stayed for tutoring. Another
pushed my buttons, but I could still help him with his homework. He was doing what I asked him to, and that’s
a win in my book. One of our’s is
dealing with chemo right now, dealing with a sick mom, divorcing parents, etc. And I cry.
I cry all the time for these kids.
They’re kids. They’re not grown,
even though they claim they are. They
don’t pay a mortgage, work and be a parent, be a wife, be a dad.
I work for
them. Today was an extremely hard day,
and the students were the easy part. Ever
felt judged … it happened today. Ever
felt under appreciated … it happened today.
Every felt taken for granted … it happened today. When will we as colleagues appreciate each
other and the sacrifices we each make?
When will we as educators, as PROFESSIONALS, be appreciated for what we
do? When will a month go by or a week go
by and we as educators do not question our choice in profession? When will teaching truly be teaching again?
I saw
disagreements today. I saw a certain
throwing under the bus occur. I saw many
taken for granted. And we were
heartbroken. And I have no answers. So, I’ll go to bed soon. Get up, shower, get dressed, make myself look
professional, and go to work. Because
we’re professionals. And it’s what we do. Because at the end of the day, it’s about the
students. The kids.
And that’s
why a few of them call me “School Mom.”